September 7, 2011 from my journal:
I feel mad at C, I feel like this wound is festering right now. Jesus, I need you. I need Your truth that You are trustworthy. You will never leave me. As my Father, You hurt for me. You have me, God. I know you have me.
-March on my soul, be strong.
-The former things have come to pass, and now new things You declare.
I’m going to be ok. No matter what the outcome of my marriage, I will always be Your bride. Protect us from Satan. Help us to recognize the lies. Don’t let C forget the sting. Change him. Change me.
Psalm 138:3
On the day I called, you answered me; my strength of soul you increased.
Psalm 139:5
You hem me in, behind and before, and lay your hand upon me.
